Thursday, October 24, 2013

Year later ...

Year later I still love him very much, and with every day I love him more and more. We went thru so much, and he's still around. 

Since it's been a year I was thinking about one of my favorite memories we made together. And...I can't help but go back to this one day at work where I was still pretty new and he yelled at me so bad, I already had a bad day but him yelling just topped everything, I remember standing there with a stone face while tears kept running down my face. He closed the door, grabbed my face with both hands and told me he didn't mean to make me cry, but he's just doing his job than he hugged me. I remember forgetting why I started crying in the first place and just stand there a little shocked. 

That day I realized how I feel ....

Wednesday, July 3, 2013

July Madness

Its July 3rd 2013, Ive been in this job for almost a year. Ive been with him for almost a year. God, I love him more than anything in my life. My heart beats everyday because of...well him! Its amazing, unbelievable and so god damn scary. I cannot explain my love for him. I have never...ever felt this way.

Now, he feels a little different. Its been a very weird roller coaster but at the end of the day he treats me good. I can take anything as long as he hugs me. Oh the power of his hug...

So about work, I hate it but Im good at it. I was contacted by an assistant mgr from a really big store and i have an interview on the 15th so lets pray!!!

Saturday, February 16, 2013

Everybody loves somebody ... sometimes

"Everybody loves somebody sometimes, everybody falls in love ... somehow.
Something in your kiss tell me .. my sometimes .. is now."

Oh whats gonna happen next? I'm already so scared. I hate this feeling of uncertainty .. I want to know, I want to be sure :( I know its real on my part but how real is he? I'm so tired of failing, please God make him the one. Make him my everything, let me be happy. I cant believe that I am falling so hard for him!!!


God, please make it happen, please!
Sincerely,
Me